brains r funky
u ever just like, chillin, havin a good, easy day? well i was and im sure the rest of it will be good too but theres often this moment where my brain attacks itself. everything will be fine and then some neuron goes
"oh fuck! something bad will happen!! now maybe?!"
and it's almost always completely unjustified, literally nothing was wrong the moment before but all of a sudden, here i am. heart beating faster, a nervous sweat and nearly hyperventilating, but what for? living with anxiety is really quite a time, its like..
my consciousness is constantly running over pot holes, brief jolts that come and go and vary in intensity. sometimes its just a little bump, other times i feel the essence of my soul collide with the rocky pavement, upsetting shockwaves course through my being, rudely rousing millions of previously comfortably content neurons.
its like an ungrounded current, easily interrupted by lingering static in the air. upset its delicate balance and..
click